The thought of you makes me hopeless.
We’re never to be, and I know this.
We were the closest.
Until it seemed like you lost focus.
It wasn’t just me who broke us.
You suddenly left and I wept.
Days on end, left wondering,
Everyday, It’s the same old thundering.
Nothing I hear can stop the silence.
I’m sincere far from violent.
I feel as though I’ll wither and die
Without you by my side,
My liver, drowned in rum,
No feeling, completely numb.
You left and I fell apart,
Everything suddenly went dark.
My vision, stuck in a blur
Every word said, is a slur.
I curse the air you breathe!
I wish that you see, me,
Where I am.
I fall every step, I cannot stand.
I weep and feel like no man.
You said things changed,
Things were not the same,
As they used to be,
I refuse to be, left all alone.
Kill me, use all of your stone!
Rocked to death, or every step left,
Will be filled with weeping.