Done, finished with fun.
Enough tears to black out the sun.
Twists, and turns.
Bends and loops.
I burn like the hottest flame.
I have learned quietly from my shame.
I blame no one, simply myself.
My acts have been wronged.
On a search for self-help.
Enlightened and still so frightened.
This is natural like the grass that grows.
And the river that flows;
It may look the same but everyday,
It will have changed.
I sleep less, and see things crazed.
Night terrors will have you in a daze.
Where is faith?
My lack a praise.
This had me in a chase,
I couldn’t recognize my own face,
In the mirror smashed into pieces.
Who have I become, a bum.
With no fight left.
Light and dark
My last journey I embark;
Will be one step off a cliff.
An accident maybe I’ll slip.
The evidence is there
A letter I’ll leave with one last prayer.
This life has been taken.